daily shiyatttttt

morning world....
its ELLEN time..i love that girl..she has the money and she gives it away..does anyone ever fantasize how these celebs live..i sometimes get spacey and start thinking..
i really want to be done with paying for college educations.....#3 is in college just finishing her 1st year..last payment for the year was made 4/1/2010.....
There needs to be time for Pierre and I....by the time theses schools are paid for-we'll have some medical issues and life will change..We have never taken a vacation without our daughters,,,,,,we NEED TO...
I feel much better today..The benadryl makes me so dopey...It is georgeous out today..i plan to work a little in the gardens..I never left the couch yesterday...that is so unlike me..i napped all day long..Me and Fritz..he is the cutest lil dink..I've never loved an animal so......He gets mad at us when we try to move him after he's fallen asleep on the couch..He is a grumpy lil prick...
We have a boatload of cats..3 cats and 1 kitten Pepe.....loive them all....i should've only had animals-kids are engulfing..Love all three of them-but MAN...what a-wholes they can all be...life is sooooo easy when they are little..i can't believe i used to say "I can't wait til they grow up"...am I for real...what a naive dumbass i was then..my/our three girls have been great..each one of them is a college educated woman..That is something great that I have done that i will take to my grave...to have pushed/and expected my girls to be educated..Kudos to Pierre and I..
About Pierre---i love him more thatn i love myself..i try to get him pissy too..we have been together since i was 16/17 years of age....i only started truly appreciating him in the last 10years..he is a good man who does for all of his 4 girls..he fixes everything-he is fun to hang with..he's like a womans best friend...there isn't anything i've ever asked him for that he hasn't given me...we need our own time..i think thats why the "empty nest" has not hit us. we need to do things for ourselves..he is very unselfish...i-on the other hand-can be selfish..if i want something-boy-o-boy i better get it..i pout-i get bitchy-i am a brat at times....i don't like that about myself....I just want to age and still have fun with my Pepe...
What will i do when one of us gets terminally ill and one of us goes away....that to me puts a pit in my stomach..i have to stop this right now because we don't have that issue=and so why go there..Life is real good..We both work real hard to have the life we have..Pierre works very hard and is always there for me...I am truly in LOVE..hope we stay that way..so far so good..been married 27 years-been with him 29years.........love you Mr Handsome Pants..